Well, I think Aunt Flow (AF) has reared her ugly head for the first time in almost 2 years. In some ways I expected her to show up: my face started breaking out, I thought I had ovulation pains about 2 weeks ago, and today I was having heart palpitation(POF symptom).
Prior to these last two years I tracked EVERY cycle. I know almost immediately if I didn't ovulate or if something was off in my cycle. Part of me is ready to jump back on the cycle tracking wagon but there is another part of me that doesn't want to track my cycle. My fear is if I track my cycle, I will "try" to conceive again. In our dream world we want another child but I don't want to put myself through this again. I am currently VERY happy with where I am right now.
Then I also want to call my DR and have them run all the baseline fertility test. I want to know how my FSH is after two years off.
This next cycle is going to be interesting and I wonder what it is going to bring. Will it be normal? Will I ovulate? Will I have other POF symptoms?