I have to say this comment is really starting to annoy me. We want to have another child more than anything, but it all comes down to money. It is depressing to me to say this out loud. If we want to expand our family we have to scrimp and save our money for the next ___ years.
Over the last month or so this inner dialog of wanting another child has gotten louder. Maybe it is that my breastfeeding friends ask me if I want another one...then I remind them about the DE and they suddenly don't know what to say. In July we will have to pay the storage fee on little totsicle again. How much longer do we want to wait before we transfer?
I'm also thinking about my breastfeeding, since I have to stop to go through a FET. I know many people turn their noses at people breastfeeding past a year, but I will proudly say I hope to breastfeed Ant for at least 2 years (and we may nurse longer.) So, at this moment it looks like #2 is still a long way away.
Awhile ago I talked about how I was the infertile in a very fertile world. This was prompted by the announcement of my younger sister being pregnant with her second and my SIL being pregnant with her 3rd set of NATURAL TWINS (yes, you read that right). At times it is hard being a member of my immediate family-they just don't seem to understand what DH and I have been going through and are still going through. Also, hearing all this news of more babies makes my desire for another stronger.
For now I am content with Ant and our breastfeeding goals. In time I will know the answers to all these questions. Till then I will do my best to enjoy life to its fullest and enjoy every moment with Ant.